I was just in an earthquake, and it was AWESOME!!

Startling.

independance.
why does that word mean so much to me? why is that something i want with my whole being? the thing i covet the most?
my weakness.
the thing i fear the most in the word is to ever give someone power over me, to EVER become even slightly dependant on someone.
i hate the feeling of losing freedom. i hate it when people know too much about me. like when they know something i didnt give them permission to know.
i feel like i see life as a battle; thinking and planning and acting in a strategic way. i guess its a good thing that i can not only see what is there without the lense of bias and selfish unawareness, but i can also see what can be, what will happen, and how to get to where i want to in the best way possible.
but just because i can see doesnt mean i always do.
but i usually do make the best of things.
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probabably my most favorite thing to do is sit back and observe. its the easiest to glean information. one thing i seek after the most is understanding. but i dont want anyone to help me understand-i'd much rather figure things out on my own. because i believe that when you have gone through the process of mastering something with out someone else purposely and consciously aiding you is when you learn about yourself and you begin to see things in a different light. there is less of a chance of you missing out on something.
but nothing is more beautiful than when a group of people come together after seeking wisdom in an area and try to understand it all over again. then true knowledge is created.and with that comes new ideas. and with new ideas come new solutions. and all of that can be used to appreciate God even more ardently.
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i love the things you can discover about a person just by merely paying attention. like for instance:
my dad is in a terrible mood on cloudy days. his mood is even worse on cold and cloudy days.
when you are open about your passions, people tend to like you more. why? because then it is is easier to find something in common.
everyone has at lease one thing in common with eachother.
my mother prefers to communicate her feeling through physical contact.
i prefer to show my feeling through actions. (i.e., i try to show my parents that i love them by being a daughter they can be proud of)
i do not like telling people whose opinions i value about my achievements. i prefer they discover it on their own.
my sister is only happy when everyone else is happy.

to me, its like putting a puzzle together. everyone fits in just right. i just wish i could sit in heaven and see what the big picture makes.
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i really hate distributing information about me that could potentially show a weakness of mine. i want to be inpenatrable. i sure hope i spelled that right. thats why i dont tell anyone who i have a crush on or openly show my feelings about alot of things.
but i am a super animated and expressive person. if my vocal chords quit working, i could EASILY speak through my facial expressions and body language.
but you see, when you make it easy for people to read you when you want them to, its also easier to hide things.
>:)
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its had for me to trust people. im very protection of information.
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you will not hurt me. i bounce back. you cant keep me down. i always roll over and get back up. IWILLALWAYSKEEPGOING. ive proved it time and time again. i learn from mistakes and start again.
i am invincable.
buut that doesnt mean i cant get injured.
i will never break.
the only one who can prove other wise is Jesus Christ.

but no human being will ever get to me and tear me down. my wounds WILL heal. but i will persevere. i WILL prevail.
i am untouchable.

if you dont believe me, thats cool. the evidence is there.
but i wouldnt try to prove me wrong.

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my mother's a great woman. my father's a great man. it seems like the universe has handed me a heavy torch to carry. Challenge Accepted.

one day, you will call me great.
or you will call my pursuit or it great.
just watch.

The Reason I Sigh

hmmmmmmmmmm......

im fifteen. but i feel sooo much older. most of my friends are older. im like trapped in this reality......i wish i had an escape. that i was 21. 
 you see, answering to parents is annoying. i would live in my car (if i had one...) if it meant freedom. that i didnt have to wait on everyone else to do something. to live. me myself and i...we make a good team. i can be alone for hours...but i love people. i love seeing and being with and helping people. but i cant. why?
because im fifteen. and i cant live on my own and drive places. its like being locked in prison with only three years till being free. i would gladly take on the responsibility that comes with great freedom.

 

Save The Date

soooo i have decided that i would be okay with not dating for the rest of my highschool career. seriously. i look at my previous relationships and i see them for the wasted time and unnecessarry hurt they have caused me. i mean, whats the point? im fifteen;chances are im NOT going to meet "the one" right now. whats they rush?! i dont NEED a boyfriend. im sure its not going to matter who i dated now when im 20. im tired of looking back at guys ive kissed with regret. its time to guard my heart. soo i guess ill just stay single :)

Human Beans

isnt it funny how the shortest of moments make the biggest of impacts?

like...that little look he gave me today in art. or when i said bye, he wouldnt let me leave until i said bye. or how he let me rest my chin on his shoulder. or how tall he is. or how blue his eyes are. or how sweet his smile is. or how he always looks just at me and smiles or laughs.

sometimes, i just want to lean in and kiss him.

:)

but that would be crazy. stupid decorum.

i just think it would be nice to not have to wait till im asleep to kiss him.

i also wish i wasnt some stupid girl who thinks like this.

that i would quit being soo sappy.

oh well.

im grounded from the computer again. >:)

you know, i dont know when this happened, but im finally invincable. people cant hurt me unless they attack me physically. human beings cant say anything to me anymore that will actually hurt.

theyve tried, but to no success.

suckers.

anywaysssssssssss.

isnt it funny how when i was little, i thought it was "human beans" instead of "human beings?"

heeheee :)

i think ill go read. and watch disney movies. think of him. text my bestfriend. sleep. and shower.

but then again, i never know what im going to do next.

band of the day- Avenged Sevenfold.♥

Zombie-the cranberries.

sometimes, i wish i didnt have a heart. cause then, id be truly invincable. i mean think about it, my heart could not be broken. i wouldnt ever feel this pain. but do you think it would truly be worth it, to miss out on this joy??? well anyways, my heart is the root of many of my problems. my heart betrays me. maybe i should substitute it, and share a heart with God instead?? His is big enough to support the both of us you know. :)

Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground?

i would like to point out that i am DEATHLY afraid of heights. soo it seems stupid to me to even go to the stop of the building and even stupider to pay money.
but i know the answer: its to find different perspective; to see things in something besides first person. i guess to see the whole body of things, then focus on the details.

To Be Honest............

truth is, i dont truly spend any time on this earth. my whole conscious being is off in some made up world, where people can lounge all day in the sun, relaxing on golden clouds. my physical body is the only thing that holds me on this earth. my memories are divided into two sections: Reality and What I Wish Was Reality. if i ever sit still, thats because my nose is in a book, or my mind has wandered off to some mystical place.
do rainy days inspire you to be something mysterious? to light a candle, curl up in a dark corner, and read by its light?


it seems like time bends just for me. everything always works out just fine. To Be Honest, ive never truly worried once-not once!-in my life. it seems that everything always moving at a sleepy pace when times are good, but awakes at a start and sprints for its life whenever things are not well. its like i see everything out of body-like looking at a garden. but not only can i see the surface of the garden, i see straight through to the roots. i see how everything is connected. intertwined. i see the thoughts of others, the reactions, the situations....i see the puzzle come together. its a wonderful masterpiece.i learn everyday; i become wiser. i see things for the facts first, then deliberate over how i should interpret them. i dont want to grow into a bad person; i dont wanna waste my time nor others. i just want to thrive, and thrive by His means. I want to bring Him glory and i want to discover truth.

who will i be when i grow up?
i dont know. but i have a clue. have fun figuring out my mystery.

what do i desire most of anything in this world? i desire to live my life without having to ask permission to. i want school (all of school) to be over with...i want to be able to make my own choices. i want to make mistakes. i want to learn from them. im the type of person who HATES reading instructions because i much rather prefer the personal discovery of figure something out. because anytime you learn about something, you learn just a little more about yourself. i want to be independent. i NEVER want to give ANYONE enough power to hurt me.
but how can i if i want to love? there must be trust...but trust from me comes slow and after alot of thought. i am a fortress; only allies are allowed in.

i have alot of confidence. i am not cocky, arrogant, conceited....i just believe in myself. I will never quit. I will always go down fighting. I will earn my victories and my losses. Just try and stop me. because i am one determined little sucker.

i dont like splenda. to me, i would prefer the real deal (sugar) . not some knock off.

the only One who can break me is God. people have lost their power over me. there words do not hurt. they only reveal. the only way a human being can hurt me is if they are one of those i care about and i see them hurt. i cant stand seeing others pain.

i am not cold or indifferent. i care and love everyone, and i am very accepting. i truly dont care what people think of me. but i care the world and more about others. people are my life. i do as much as i can for them. if i can make someone's life better, then im there. even after everything screams that you are the last person on earth i should give a rat's buttox about, i will always and loyally be there. in half a heartbeat. i will never give up on you. because giving up on you would mean giving up on me.

i would like to live a life without regrets. but that will never happen. for as long as there are choices, for as long as i am human, for as long as there are options, there will be regret.

if youre looking for something, its not me. i will not complete you nor will i satiate you. But my God can.

Know your passions, know your heart. and make it to that it is obvious what those are. others should know where your passions lie. if they dont, then you are ashamed of your passions. plain and simple.

i want to make other people wish they were like me. i want to be the type of role model that parents approve of.

how can you know you believe in the Bible, and clame it to be true if you've never read it??? how can you base your life on the rules you've never read??

why not be different? why not prove something to you? why not see things a different way and be impractical?? i prefer my room messy. it seems like me. i want to stay true to myself, and i am not clean.

i will guard my heart with all ive got.if all else fails, that will be the one promise i will keep. they day i lose that is the day i lose myself. thats when you know i am gone. i came into the world with one thing, and that is the thing that i will give to the one my Lord has chosen to be my husband. my companion for life.

there is no one who i envy more than children. i wish for an untainted heart again, and for innocence. i wish to see the good in the world. i wish to be the good in the world. i wish to be forever a child.

walt disney is my hero.

i want to conquer myself. i want to respect what i see in the mirror, everytime i look at it. i want to stop comparing myself to other people, and just compare myself to the Perfect One. because i will never be perfect, thus i will never stop getting better. i hold infinity in my hands, and that is the infinitly impossible task of being truly Christ-like.

and that is only the beginning of Nicole Rita Sharp. more to come soon.

Im tired of being sick...Im So Sick-Flyleaf (acoustic)

why claim that the Bible is true if you have not rread it? its like signing a contract with out reading it. agreeing to something without knowing the terms. voting for a politician without know what they stand for or if you a support what they believe. its stupid!  why base your lives on a bunch of rules that you have never read!? you either believe that the WHOLE Bible is true, or that it isnt. and in order to know that, you have to know its contents. not just what people say about it, or what you think you know about it. go in there and find truth for yourself!!!!

Temple of Light-Russel Shaw

and there you go again, putting your nose where it doesnt belong. you cant do things with out asking. would it KILL you to think of others for once? no, you just have to sit there and wallow in self pity. youre so stupid. repeating the same mistakes and not caring. you saw the trouble it brought you last time, why do it again? you think youre just so cleveer. you didnt end up with nothing by being clever. and you act like its not your fault, you give others the blame.dont you understand? we NEED you. we count on you. we give our best and you only leave us with whatever you feel like. that is unacceptable. you let everything get to you, beg for attention, and ect as if life does not come with consequences. grow up. look outside of you and see the world for how it is. learn to live life for something real. youre the onlly one feeling truly sorry for yourself.

Goodness Sakes-Manned Missles

FIRE WILL BE THE BANE OF MY EXSISTENCE<3

"now my lesson's learned; I touched and I was burned..."~katy perry

AS I CREATIVE PERSON, I DONT KNOW WHEN TO STOP. I LIKE TO PLAY WITH FIRE, AND I DONT CARE WHETHER OR NOT I GET BURNED. IVE BEEN GONE FOR AWHILE, AND THIS WAS DUE TO MY APATHY IN CERTAIN PARTS OF MY LIFE THAT I HAD TO GO AND FIX. BUT IM BACK AND JUST THE SAME AS EVER ;) ITS MIDNIGHT, SO YESTERDAY WAS 10.10.10. COOL......... :D

I guess ill stopp typing in CAPS...my cousin decided to elope. she thinks shes pregnant and that she just cant wait for her now husband to get out of college to marry and have sex with him, thus ruining her relationship with her in-laws and messing alot of things up. who wants to be pregnant their freshman year of college??? who wants to be married and have a pregnant wife their senior year of high school?? who wants to be kicked out of the house their senior year??? HOW SELFISH CAN YOU BE?!?! and way to waste all the wedding plans you had........you just keep telling yourself youre happy.

see? i like to play with fire.

X lled you out of the darkness and into a marvelous light

X 1Peter 2:9
but youu are a chosen generation,a royal priesthood,an holy nation, sequestered people-that you should show forth thepraises of Him who has ca

Cassie-Flyleaf ; Last Resort-Papa Roach

soooo today was the WORST DAY EVER.! hurricane hermione decided to hit the good ole Dee Eff Dub and flood us dry. my day began trying to swim to school before the sun woke up and make it to ensemble on time. well of course the chapel doors were locked, so i had to freestylle stroke it over to the cafetteria (sp?) where i encountered one very cute new guy named michael who plays the guitar.
most of us were on time, but mrs smallwood wasnt, so we had a long practice. this i didnt mind, infact this morning was enjoyable, which is weird because i absolute DESPISE mornings with all that is within me.
everything was normal and fine until third period. of course i forgot to do my english homework. no big deal, ill just sign up for ninenth hour, whatever. just wait, this comes back to bite me in the gluteus maximus.
well, sorry but im a girl and im getting out with this, im on my period, and i was cramping like none other. i was seriously in tears. then, it came to pass that i had only pad left. and i was leaking onto my skort. and all over my spandex. yum. and yes, i DID jus go there!
so i stole my neighbors jacket and tied it around my waist to cover it up.

when lunchcame around, i wanted nothing more than to tell aleyna and my friends about it. but OF COURSE my stalker (chris) wants to have lunch with us...........again. perfect. well, OBVIOUSLY i was not a happy camper (by then i looked more like a camper who was mauled by a bear...) but he insist that i teach him english. the only thing i was interested in teaching right then was how to punch a chris in the face. haha >:) but duuhhh, since aleyna's a freaking saint, she helps him.soooooo i have to sit there and suffer in silence. i was about to just tell chris about how my monthly blood was seeping through and getting all over my clothes, even as we spoke, but i was too tired. oh, and the panini's they served at lunch=DISGUSTING.
(ps-i LOVE chris to peices. i really do. it was just one of those days where everyone was annoying, you know??)
math was fun for a change-everyone was asleep, mr jones taught us history, and ethan said the most hilarioussss things everrrr. hahah i love that kid :)
then came chemistry....... :( i almost cried during that class. sitting there i realized that my life had spun out of control, and i was not close to God. i sat there staring at my dimensional analysis packet, not knowing what to do. its like only my ghost has been going to school, and ive been in some other world this whole time.
practice succckkkeeddd. we start district tomorrow. its time for me to show what im made of. ive decided to be made of diamonds :]
during practice, my stomach started to hurt. nbd, ill get over it. then it got soooooooooo painful, i couldnt even stand up straight. nevertheless, i was resolved to go to church. i didnt wanna miss another praise band practice. thus, i showed up in my pj's rolling straight outta volleyball and still in pain. and i felt dead.so yes, i did indeed lay down on the floor. so my youth pastor came over and told me i needed to move. no biggie, ill fersure do that. then he says "if youre so tired, why are you here anyways?" i wanted to punch him in the face. thanks for adding to my day. which really, my day wasnt that bad. it still sucked though. but i didnt need that. the only place in the whole world i wanted to be at was temple. truth is, i dont wanna be at celebration. id much rather be at temple. and when he said that, i just wanted to leave. i guess i wont show up to church if im tired...
i do love celebration, but i will never fit in there. and there is alot of people who feel the same way. i dont really feel like im drawing closer to God there. i dont want to rely on the church for that, i want my relationship with Him to be personal, but i always leave that place angry. and i would like to actually be recharged in the Spirit cause i could fosho use it right now.
oh, i forgot to turn in my ninenth hour.....sooo ill prolly get like a detention or something now. :D
but the day got way better when i got to see all my temple people at chic fila. it made everything seem better. i freaking love them.! 'cept for when i walked in and got asked "are you sick?? cause you look sick. or tired." thanks josh :l. but they let me leave the place with a smile :)

i might be able to start going to temple once i turn sixteen :)))))

Just Breathe-Pearl Jam

i love storms.

and i guess storms could symbolize so much right now.

mom went to work today.....shes crazy, cause shes not fully recovered but whatever.

i had to help her dry her hair....that was weird.

ive been a zombie during school. as soon as 8:10 hits, im in an instant depression. i . look . dead . everyone keeps asking me whats wrong.

today we lost our volleyball game. nothing i do will ever be good enough for moy coaches....i actually played well tonight and all they did was gripe. whatever. i just want to get better at volleyball.

but sometimes i just want to quit. because i dont care.

my coaches keep going on and on about how great the other players are. i wish they saw the same talent in me.

W ual, he is creative. Most of all, He speaks in love.

W is ration/logical, and God also speak irrationally. I mean think about it, if God only spoke in numbers, we would understand him. I think God is biling

W Im doing some heavy thinking today mannn. So ive heard that God speaks in numbers or math,and they use that as a reasonfor me to learn math. Well, math

? ING PHOTOGRAPHY COMPANY.! shouldnt i be in there?!?! And why do people who dont have a clue run my school??!

? She said that this year, photography was filled up with seniors and juniors so there was no room for me. So imagine my ssurprise when i figure out that

? only two seniors are in that class and that there is also two sophomores and a freshman in there meanwhile im doomed to art!! I mean, I RUN MY OWN FREAK

? You know what irks me?? People who dont know what theyre doing and the fact that im not in photography this year. Mrs rice does not know what shes doing.

x something weird. I will be content laying out here, backing in the glorious sun until it sets and my night becomes alive:)

x Nothing like working outtsiide on a beautiful day!! Sun's shining, and feeling great on my skin. After i finished weeding and filling ditches with topsoi

Why do i even like you?

Adventures in Solitude-the New Pornographers

soooo ive decided to name my post after whatever song im listening to at the moment :)

anyways, alot has happened this year. im ranked in district as a varsity outside hitter, im in praise band at church,learning hindi, and lots more.

sooo lets see if i can tackle it all-

well i started the year by almost going out with Kevin Cline. but seeing as how we havent talked in awhile, i guess we're no longer pursuing that path. he should up at my last volleyball game, and it was pretty obvious that we're over.

Chris Hughes asked me to homecoming on the first day of school....and yes, i said no. but that didnt stop him from asking me again. or from sitting at my lunch table. or from stalking me at school. silly boy.

so far, sophomore year sucks. i miss being a fish and having easy classes.

lets see, what else...i just finished reading Mockingjay from the Hunger Games trilogy. and it made me freaking cry.
well, i should be doing homework right now, buuuuuuuuuuuut my parents took off with my backpack in their car...so hahaha.
oh, and im not supposed to have a bloggg to shhhhhhhhh :)

Harpoon Fever-Man Man♪♫

it was the saturday before school started. life was pure bliss...the summer of my life was coming to an end i got to see the people who i had missed most starting on monday.
then the phone rang. and my mom began crying.
thats when i knew....my mom had breast cancer. i had to cancel the plans i had that day, and i wasnt allowed to tell anyone. at all. so i just kinda did my thing.....go and deal with it by myself.
it was sooo weird to think of my strong and spunky mother as weak. she just kept crying.

eventually, she we were allowed to tell people. and then came all the texts, letters, calls, and facebook posts that all said the same infuriating thing: "trust in God"
why did they doubt my trust in God???when did i ever say, "oh, well since my mom has cancer, i forsake God and im going to become an athiest and yeah..."
never. i trusted God the whole freaking time-its something ive always been good at. i never questioned or doubted. but these people who didnt understand what i was going through tried their hardest to make me feel better by saying exactly what i didnt want to hear and made sure i was constantly reminded that there was something wrong with my mom. it made me just wanna scream 'SHUTUP! i might not like the fact that my mother's sick but IM DOING FINE. yes, i might cry a little,but im a fifteen year olf GIRL. just LEAVE ME ALONE"
but of course these people meant well. what i really needed right then was just silence. just for me to tell them whats going on and for them to just accept it, as i did.

of course, my fierce mom fought her way through the whole thing. two surgeries and a couple of weeks later, shes recovering and might even go to work tomorrow. im going to leave alot of details out for now.

my family came down for the surgeries. my mom had her breast removed, and we're working on the reconstructioning of it now. things got super busy, with school, volleyball, and mom. my grades started to drop cause i never had time for school work, but im working on bringing them back up. my family has had alot of support throughout the whole thing. now we only have about two or three surgeries to go. im so glad its almost over........

Kept In

sorry ive been so long, but things have been crazy. i just got off of skype with my best friend Kaylin...so nice to see her pretty face!!! and im so happy that its Labor Day weekend!!! :) :)
soo im listening to the Adventureland soundtrack and thinking over everything thats been happening over the past month....
lasst night was crazy: going to parties and seeing my favorite Zoe.we didnt get home till like four...hahah :)

anyways, life took me and my family for a whorl wind a month ago when my  mom got breast cancer....not cool :(

i have to go to a concert, and i will finish talking about my month when i get home :)
stay classy! ;)

Prayers

bad new. keep my family in your prayers.

Daddy's Girl

what IS it about when my mom tries to pry into my personal life that makes me put my guard up?!? that makes me shut the doors and say "no."

last night i went to a movie where there was two boys present. not unnormal, but OF COURSE my mom had to associate it with romance.

maybe it was the way she brought it up. it instantly annoyed me. i just dont really feel like i can confide in her like i can with my father. its always been obvious that im just a daddy's girl. and you can see my mother's jealousy.

i love my mom very much, but me and her are just two completely different people.

more on this topic later.

stay fresh!

A Nice Way To Die?

have you ever heard of Schlitterbahn? it means water way/road in German. its the best waterpark in the world, really. there have even been polls and tv shows that say so.

well me and some friends were on our way down there, when this conversation on drownin comes on the radio.

random, yes. boring, NO.

there had been this email to the DJ about this man's expeirence with drowning. it was very disturbing, and let me tell you why:
after he sucked in some water, he felt this overwhelming calm, even euphoria. he notice how pretty the lights where, dancing in the water. he ENJOYED drowning. there were many other emails and calls confirming the same.

this startled me.

maybe drowning isnt a bad way to die?

Untitled

you know....its crazy how much it helps when someone understands what youre going through. its like a burden just dissapeared, and there is this free feeling in your chest. its marvelous♥

anyhoo,im currently working on painting my parking lot. then im writing a gothic for school. when im done, i will post it up here :) sound good???

my parking lot is going to be gold&purple splattered on top of gray. its hot as Mumbai out there. buttt its whatever :) glad to be getting this done.
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so my cousin decided to get up and move out of her house, where she lives with mmy grandma. i must say im kind of jealous. i long to be on my own, running my own life....
but thats beside the point.
this leaves my poor, old, widowed grandmother all my herself. in desperation&lonliness, she told my cousin not to move.
why?
because, aparantly my cousin will get raped or the girl she's rooming with is going to turn lesbian and go after my cousin.

its amazing what people will do not to be alone. i think thats what humans fear most in this world.

question of the day!

do i want to leave my church???

well, yes i do. i have another church id like to go to.but daddy wont let me :( and i sing on praise band at said church. its kind of screwed up. Temple's youth is so unified, so God centered. its beautiful.Celebrations.......different story.

im not mad with where im at, dont get me wrong.

i just like Temple best. they are my family.

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who am i talking to right now?

i am currently not talking to anyone. me and clayton mclaurin=over.

my crush? lets see......................can you keep a secret?

so can i ;)

although....clayton pricket is one cute kid.

clayton is a good name.

        

I've Got It All

band of the day-pearl jam♥


did you have a job at age fifteen?? try this, did you RUN one at age fifteen?? hello, my name is Nicole, i'm fifteen and i run my own photography business. as the school year approaches, my senior pictures are going off the charts!! check it out-http://www.facebook.com/pages/Fort-Worth-TX/Creative-Genius-Photography-and-Movies-by-Ms-Nicole-Rita-Sharp/111933585508985?ref=ts&__a=7
yeah man. hard core. and i'm running this stuff hardcore.

i love my job♥

Things That Make Me Mad :)

you know...i hate cowards. HATE them. i mean, there's a time when you need to grow up.
i hate getting on my Formspring &&& seeing that someone is too immature to ask something to my face. are you THAT scared of me?? i couldnt even hurt a flyy!!
thankk God im listening to Muse right now. good music makes me happy♥
anyways, when there is something important, there are more private, confidential, and appropriatte places to go. dont abuse Formspring.
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went to Open House today. it had rained, so the power went out at my school. just because of rain. thats how state of the art my school is....so i have no schedule, no locker/combination. haha monday will be fun!! so what happens when you stuff alot of people into a caffeteria without A/C? nothing.......they all go outside :) all in all, tonight was fun :)
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is it weird that im fifteen, and this guy who's a sohpomore in college is going after me??? how about two?? this year is going to be interesting for sure :)

Running Around In Circles

sooo school starts monday for me. its a cycle that the average American goes through-school, summer, school. its one that i find comfort in. im finally a sophomore now.....things are crazy. i guess ill have to tell you how so, huh?

well i made my varsity volleyball team this year, sporting lucky number 13 on my jersey :)

and my love life??? it will keep you on your toes!!!

to see who i am follow me on facebook-http://www.facebook.com/Nicolawtay

and formspring-http://www.formspring.me/nicolawtay

but i will be posting stuff up here :)

get readdyyy for whatever's on my mind, drama, and action. i dont lead a normal life :)